Crushed
I’m at a point where I’m criticized for things, no matter what. I’m quietly quitting and starting life over. MY life. MY dreams. MY desires. Recently I was given the opportunity of a lifetime to go study massage in Hawaii for a few days! Home is taken care of and my spouse encouraged me to go, even. But right after I took the plunge and booked my flight I’ve been given the silent treatment. I feel bad for leaving now. But I don’t feel bad enough to cancel my trip. I NEED this! I work full time supporting my family and I haven’t had any time to myself or away in over 5 years. My spouse has been to concerts and went away for a week recently. They say it doesn’t count because it was a trip to see family and such, but I think staying at resorts and going to casinos counts as a proper getaway. Especially when they haven’t worked a job in 15 years. My work is like my church. It is my quiet in the storm. I give of myself to help others. My work is my non crazy place and lately I get a pi...