Dreams

 My dreams were crazy again last night. 

I was revisiting a dream from last month that involved rolling around and playing in a green field. Adult playing. The day turned to night and then we watched the sun rise as we lied in our field together and laughed. That dream was so real that I could smell the flowers when I woke up! I didn’t dream for a long time and recently it’s like I’ve finally woken up again. I was there again and so happy and warm and the dog barked and woke me up. 

I managed to go back to sleep and I was in another dream. I was in a loft style bedroom with gorgeous exposed wood beams in the ceiling. It was my bedroom and the ceiling was caved in because the roof outside had about 15 feet of snow on it. My bedroom was destroyed. My bed had been crushed and there was broken beams of wood everywhere. It was August and it was really hot and all of the windows were open and I was really confused. So I went outside and went across this parking lot to talk to the rental manager and everyone was outside looking at the sky. There was a big pink ball in the sky. Like a ball of light. I thought it was odd and went about my business trying to get help with the snow on my roof. A few people were shoveling snow from their roofs, but not every house had snow. Suddenly there was a large boom and everything went silent. Everyone stared up at the sky. Everything in the sky turned pink and orange like a sunset in the summer except the sky went on forever as if the atmosphere had completely disappeared. You could see all of the planets and stars but it was daylight. People started trying to take pictures but cell phones didn’t work. Someone screamed ‘It was the pink biopsy in the sky! It’s going to kill us all!’ I chuckled and thought biopsy in the sky? What the hell. What does that mean? I looked up and buildings started to appear, just floating in the sky like they’d been there forever! Millions of pink light beams started to form everywhere and were racing around the buildings. Then they started hitting the buildings! They were like bombs and everything was exploding in the sky! Pieces started falling and people started to panic. I ran to my house and shut the door. I was scared and alone, but I remember being mad because I always hoped it would be aliens that ended us but I didn’t see any of them and I thought if they’re killing us all I’d have liked to see them at least before they killed me! Rude!! Then a heard a sound in the distance like a tat tat tat tat. I woke up. It was silent and nothing had been destroyed. As I was lying there awake I looked at the clock. 2:34am. Okay. Go back to sleep. And then I heard the tat tat tat tat from my dream. Ummmm… I’m just crazy. Go back to sleep. Tat tat tat tat. Not crazy. What the hell is that? Then I realized my big cat, Norman, was outside and he’d been tapping on the sliding glass door. I got up, let him in and went back to sleep.

I fell back into my field dream and the sky looked like my previous dream, without the fireballs and destruction. My lover and I worshipped each other once again under this new, alien landscape where it was neither day nor night. Where the sun was shining in a pink and orange sky but all the planets and stars were visible as far as space extended. It was like heaven. Then I woke up. 

What the hell. I had to write it down before I forgot.